| what's with it??? |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|05:21 pm] |
| [ | im feelingg |
| | i was crazy today! | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | The Sound of TV | ] | What's with the world? Well no, I shouldn't be saying world, I mean not everyone's to blame. What's with some people!? Like, okay, do they need to make everybody notice them by acting alone and acting like everything's wrong and everyone's to blame? No they don't. Okay, my day was so bad today. Well, at least Shaynnah, my best friend also known as The Peacemaker, helped me out through this thing. First of all, Cassondra's mad at me because I didn't say she was one of my best friends. Okay, like what the ---- man! You can't get what you want all the time and you can't force somebody to be your best friend. She says she acts weird just to fit in with me, Shaynnah, Krystyna and Kimberly. You be yourself alright!? Then she goes into never ever land and sits alone. I try to go see what's wrong and guess what's her reply? Go away. Leave me alone. You don't say that when somebody's trying to make things better. So I leave her alone to deal with her tears and fears and loneliness. I ask The Peacemaker to make peace with this girl Cassondra and her life. Look, she's not the only one who hates life! Second of all, me and Krystyna had a fight, but we come in peace now. Third, their playing this game and oh my gosh, Shaynnah, Krystyna and Kimberly just leave me out and play that game! With guess who? Cassondra! I just had to stand there watching them, but I was hanging around with Nicole, Melissa, Irish and uh...somebody else I totally forgot and we were talking about stuff. Cassondra comes up to me and she's all like, can you give this to Krystyna? I say, No, I'm not in this game of yours so why are you asking me to give it? I mean, I'm not playing right? And she's like whatever just give it. I say, did you know there's a real word, and it's please? No, I'm not giving it. And she shoves into my jacket pocket and says JUST GIVE IT and walks away. What the fuck? That's what I thinking. I didn't give it, I told Kimberly to give it. Everybody left everybody out, and they didn't even know that. I mean, they left me out, the left Cassondra out, they left Melissa out. The basic thing is that they left me out the most. I had to hang with Melissa, Giresse, Nicole and Lotus. It wasn't bad, it was actually fun. We talked about movies and our boyfriends(so called eh! LMFAO GIRESSE JOHN CENA FELL OUT YOUR POCKET OH MY GOSH! JOKES) and about watching movies together, which we probably will. Ah hah, without Shaynnah and Krystyna and Kimberly! Nahh, we cool now. But we were talking about watching FD3 and I was supposed to watch it with Cassondra but I thought, you know what, I mean guy she changed, she's not a friend anymore so I'm deciding to go with Giresse and the crew. Oh well, life's like that. See you, much love and peace out. Oh plus, I was crazy today when we brought up Pocoyo in the crew oh my gosh and in class I went nuts!
Always Here, marielle*<33Paul<33 |
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