[ daysofmylife ]

gotta find a way to you

2007-01-15T23:34:08Z

i meant it all.
every word.
what happened ?
i don't know.
i guess i screwed it all up.
messed it all up.
i want it all back.
i regret it all.
please.
another chance ?
i hope so

but i really do ...

LOVE you.

actually.

dance.

2007-01-10T02:26:24Z

woosh im addicted to dance.
hiphop dance that is.

i keep watching the 5 Feet dance video, and Julie's choreography =] the dance vid as well lmao =]

well holler. ahha

life is suckingg.

stupid fucks !

today ... is sunday

2006-11-26T18:34:10Z

same shit different day

bored.wanting to go out.@ 5 gonna go out for dinner.

listening to music

we fly high [8] right now at least

wanting for friday to come

or maybe for povilas to get on; hes the only interesting person lmao because he makes me unbored because he freaks me out haha.

or maybe sonan =] hah what a kiddo =] everyday buddy hah. but he dont really say much ... so why wait for him? because he my lil hotstuffs haha.

ok dont mind me please im really weird lmao.

or maybe even lindsay =] my krunkthonglover =] woot i love that grl ha my lil chickita ..

no sara it isnt true because sonan is arabic and jonathan is polish and so is povilas but i dont like povilas like that.

and i gotta get in tha shower sometime soon .. so yeppers. pce out people

woww .

2006-11-26T03:43:06Z

i have not written in this thing for like ... ever
woooo

sonan askander i love you hah! noh noh noh ... just joking buddy hah you are such a sweetie kiddo!!!!

povilas .. hmm povilas .. i will see you friday kiddo ya better be thurr :] since you want meh to be ther lol ima be ther

JESSE CUNHA YOU BETTER BE THERE TOO !!! ma gosh you lil monsta cutie :]

SQUARE TODAI; REC YESTERDAY; SONAN @ BOTH HAH :] WIT STUPID FRANZ AND MOE? no maybehh ...

yep gotta get mahh grlzz some presents n myy boiiz presents hahh

MATHEW BUDDYYY YOU ARE COMIN 2 DA REC FRIDAY CUZ ITS WHEN IM GIVIN YA UR BDYAYY GIFTT <3 love ya kiddoo

hmm notin new so dont be too excited hah pce outs

Fine

2006-08-07T19:32:43Z

Well now, everything is fine. Cept for the Ashlee thing . . . Julia and I are cool now LMAO which is a good thing =) and a very Happy Birthday To Julia !!! Um, Ashlee blocked me, which I think is pretty weak. She's being so gay but whatever. Um . . . I have nothing much to say but like nothing really interesting happened so far. Saturday's party was the fcuking bomb. =D. LMAO. Uh, what else . . . I'm hungry? LOL yup I am, a little. And like nobody is on MSN which means I'm lonely =( Jokes =P. I feel like going swimming . . . LOL! Or hanging with some peoples . . . well yep, that's me. So um, I guess I'll write again some other day. Bye!

Um, yeah.

2006-08-06T23:46:43Z

Whatever I wrote before, please don't mind that because I think I was being stupid =D. And those are like half my problems please. Like now, the real meaning to life came so please do not mind that. I do not love anyone XD and like I was being stupid. So please please please DO NOT MIND ANY OF MY LAST ENTRIES. Only this one and the entries to come are the ones that matter, and I'm too lazy to delete em all, their memories. Of me being stupid XD. Okay life is a bitch. Julia is being a bitch, Ashlee is being a bitch, does this world hate me? I'm probably the biggest loser alive cause like like Lindsay said "I'm always fighting with somebody", but is it my fault? Nope. I'll update later because I'm watching a movie, and I do not want to miss a part of it. So goodbye!

P.S - what is my purpose on life? I wonder.

DAMN IT

2006-03-03T02:19:57Z

Damn it guys, I have the chicken pox!!! SHIT-FUCK!
10 people have the pox in our class including Mr. Glicner's.

Happay Burdaii!

2006-02-16T23:01:56Z

Happie Burdaii Janeth!!! OR jANITA HEHE.

yah thats all i wanna say im pretty speechless today
too lazy to type
ahh well

Always Here,
marielle*muchh lovv to paul<33

what's with it???

2006-02-13T22:43:27Z

What's with the world? Well no, I shouldn't be saying world, I mean not everyone's to blame. What's with some people!? Like, okay, do they need to make everybody notice them by acting alone and acting like everything's wrong and everyone's to blame? No they don't. Okay, my day was so bad today. Well, at least Shaynnah, my best friend also known as The Peacemaker, helped me out through this thing. First of all, Cassondra's mad at me because I didn't say she was one of my best friends. Okay, like what the ---- man! You can't get what you want all the time and you can't force somebody to be your best friend. She says she acts weird just to fit in with me, Shaynnah, Krystyna and Kimberly. You be yourself alright!? Then she goes into never ever land and sits alone. I try to go see what's wrong and guess what's her reply? Go away. Leave me alone. You don't say that when somebody's trying to make things better. So I leave her alone to deal with her tears and fears and loneliness. I ask The Peacemaker to make peace with this girl Cassondra and her life. Look, she's not the only one who hates life! Second of all, me and Krystyna had a fight, but we come in peace now. Third, their playing this game and oh my gosh, Shaynnah, Krystyna and Kimberly just leave me out and play that game! With guess who? Cassondra! I just had to stand there watching them, but I was hanging around with Nicole, Melissa, Irish and uh...somebody else I totally forgot and we were talking about stuff. Cassondra comes up to me and she's all like, can you give this to Krystyna? I say, No, I'm not in this game of yours so why are you asking me to give it? I mean, I'm not playing right? And she's like whatever just give it. I say, did you know there's a real word, and it's please? No, I'm not giving it. And she shoves into my jacket pocket and says JUST GIVE IT and walks away. What the fuck? That's what I thinking. I didn't give it, I told Kimberly to give it. Everybody left everybody out, and they didn't even know that. I mean, they left me out, the left Cassondra out, they left Melissa out. The basic thing is that they left me out the most. I had to hang with Melissa, Giresse, Nicole and Lotus. It wasn't bad, it was actually fun. We talked about movies and our boyfriends(so called eh! LMFAO GIRESSE JOHN CENA FELL OUT YOUR POCKET OH MY GOSH! JOKES) and about watching movies together, which we probably will. Ah hah, without Shaynnah and Krystyna and Kimberly! Nahh, we cool now. But we were talking about watching FD3 and I was supposed to watch it with Cassondra but I thought, you know what, I mean guy she changed, she's not a friend anymore so I'm deciding to go with Giresse and the crew. Oh well, life's like that. See you, much love and peace out. Oh plus, I was crazy today when we brought up Pocoyo in the crew oh my gosh and in class I went nuts!

Always Here,
marielle*<33Paul<33

lovinn it.

2006-02-13T01:13:40Z

Oh my gosh so sorry Coach Carter, I love INTO THE BLUE. Oh my gosh u know why>? My husband is in it, oh ya Paul Walker. I mean, travis will be married after the bachelor paris right? right! so yah
well whatever i liked paul before travis hell yah. well hes so sxc ill see yauz laterrr
muchhh lov peaceee

always here,
marielle*

Cops&&Robbers

2006-02-10T23:36:55Z

So, we were playing a little game of cops&robbers. Obviously it was girls against guys. And girls won. Haha. LMFAO. We were like the cops and then the robbers. Nobody plays it so much now, but it's pretty fun. LMFAO.

Well uh...nothing much to say but nothing LMFAo.oohhh we hav 2 new kids from yeserday.

KK see ya

<33TRAVIS MEH BOII<333333

Always here,
marielle

Nothen.

2006-02-10T00:57:26Z

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Hi everybody. Uhhh nothing much to say but anyways see ya.

Always Here
*marielle~

Thinking...

2006-02-08T01:17:57Z

Oh my gosh you guys I love Travis. He is hot,kind,nice. Oh my. Travis Stork from the Bachelor Paris. <33Travis<33 Always thinking of you.
Quotes of my day:
"HES AN INCH TALLER!!HAHA!!" LMFAOOO GIRESSE!
"MAKE SURE HE EATS HIS GREENS AND DRINKS HIS MILK!" LMFAOOO GIRESSE!!
much more but its forgotten.

K. see u <33Love you Travis<33

peace much lov
<33TRAVIS<33

Always here
*marielle~

Eyy...

2006-02-07T00:56:57Z

Eyy people. Oh my gosh spent like Sunday and today working on my damn speech. Oh my SPEECH "season" sucks ass but then it's the only time when you can really actually speak up, if you know what I'm saying. Ahh well. Sorry for the thing Gay, I was just mad. Same to my crush. Uhh...what else to say, well nothing much. Uhm...test wednesday uh oh!!! LOL. Jokes, I'm gonna ace it hehe no problem. LMAO Mr. Stropholofogus LMAO Shaynnah + Krystyna. "He's gonna die!!!" LMAO. Oh yeah. Quotes of my day:
"Mr. Stropholofogus will die!!!" LMAOOO KRYSTYNA
"No, he's fine. He's just suffering" LMAOOO MEH!
"Noo! Mr. Stropholofogus!!!" LMAOOO SHAYNNAH
"The dramatic handshake..." LMAOO ME AND KRYSTYNA
"WAR! What it is it good for? Absolutely nothing! War! Yeah! Good!" LMAOOO MELISSA!
"My name is Blizzard!" LMAOOO MELANIE
"It's an electric train" LMAOOO EVERYBODYY
"A rooster?" LMAOOOL KIMBERLY
"I love you dora. i love u too boots." LMAOOO EPISODE
"CURIOUS GEORGE ROCKS!!!" LMAOOO BFFE
"ME ___ ME NONO ME STICK MAH FINGAH UP MAH HOLE" LMAOOO KRISTEN!!
"HOWIE MORENZ" LMAOOO ANDREW
"TIC TAC N WALRUS" LMAOOO SHAYNNAH+DANIEL+KRYSTYNA+LUIS

Alright. I'm going now. Peace.

Always here,
*marielle~

WORST DAY OF MY LIFE SO FAR

2006-01-31T00:07:18Z

Hmm...well right now I am working (I'm actually working and I finished my homework! Ha!) on a comic, more like "some comics". I am also "working" on this picture of Final Fantasy 10-2 of The Gullwings, Yuna, Rikku and Paine. I am also working(homework)on my speech. Ahh speech!!! JC is going to Peru, in like 1 hour and 45 min. He's probably at the airport by now, I mean rules say you must be there 3 hours before flight bording. Hehe well whatever. Hmm...oh yah! How my day went. Well it went pretty well...really welL!

Quotes of my day:
"that's so sexy!"
"ahh your hair!"
"please insert coin"
"noogies!!!"
"money?food? what the hek! I saw you move!"
"mama lopez"
"kay now im pissed"
okay my day went fine so far because uhm lots of images of himand he went pretty near me...like 8 cm away! lmao but there's a bad part, that happened just fucking now.
okay fuck this isn't the first time this ever fucking happened but fuck it you know. he has a fucking girlfriend. dude, i mean i didnt mind the first fucking time because it was my friend and it was my good friend too but fuck it now i mean, c'mon it's that girl, how could he go out with that girl? comon even shaynnah said shes ugly and i mean yeah. well fuck it now you know im letting it go besides i have a backup hehe my friend with a benifit! nah. fuck it though. i still fucking like him i cant fucking believe that okay fuck him right now but oh fuck i feel like sayen this to his fucking face i hope he sees this oh my fucking gosh. plus matthew halycz whatever thats ure problem maybe if u change ure attitude? dont call me a fucken bitch jus because u have no fucken friends alright go deal with your own problems fuck man.
omfg i hate fucking french class the teacher no offence i hate it its fucked up. just cause we didnt hand out books (we where there, we were about to we just forgot) she asks new people. holy fuck i dont listen in fucking french class ANYMORE now. or i wont. man this is fucked i always get picked on in that fucked up class. man im fucking pissed okay? even on my msn it says im pissed which i am. gosh, could life get any worse? well what the fuck ever.

always_zmile @ 2006-01-22T19:44:00

2006-01-23T00:59:04Z

Timo: Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. Sir I just wanna say thank you. You saved my life.

-Coach Carter.

I was just thinking about how happy I am that my friends are here. And that I came to J23...cause if I hadn't...Gay,Shaynnah,My Crush and everybody else wouldn't be here...=)

Everybody goes on to lead a new life. If you are so happy with where you are, your school and your friends; you need to know that started with leaving your old friends, your old house and your old school, and you should be happy for what you and your family has accomplished, to lead a great life, and to be living peacefully in a place of some freedom and at least a place where you can take care of yourself and get your own needs. The cycle goes on. You have the greatest power to be happy for your own uses and your own self. You need to be happy for what you are, where you are and the people who love you. You need to know that you need to be glad for what you have, because some others do not have the luxury you have, though you may not call it luxury, the others who do not have this call it luxury. A poor person would be happy to trade lives with you, and if asked, they will say yes at an instance. You need be glad for what you are, who you are, where you are and everything else. Your deepest fear is that you are powerful beyond measure.

Always here...
marielle* ~~aka-~~mrs. tatum<33

Lovinn It.<33

2006-01-23T00:43:41Z

I love Channing Tatum. I love him so much omgosh he is so hot. I also love my crush, by the way.
I love the movie Coach Carter and it'll always be my favourite...unless something better pops out.
My favourite quote is from Timo:
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. Sir I just wanna say thank you. You saved my life.
-COACH CARTER MOVIE

Thank u LMAO. That is mah favourite quote forever i don care if anythen better popz outta nowhere. i lov that quote, channing, my crush and coach carter LMAO.

Dont die on me now. LMAO i LIKE that quote.
plz chek out my site at www.itainteazy.piczo.com thank u thank u.

THANK U. SEE YU SOON

Always here...
marielle*

Chicken Soup For The Soul

2006-01-19T23:28:53Z

"Chicken Soup For The Soul" is a great series. I just started reading; "Chicken Soup For The Teenage Soul Letters" and it like so touched me lol. It was so "awwh" ing. It can relate to basically anybody's life. See, Shaynnah, Kristen and I are reading "Chicken Soup For The Soul" books, I don't know why. Anyways, thank you Kristen for getting me into this book and your welcome Shaynnah. Whatever right now cause I gotta do something I'm busy. Peace.

Much<3-marielle

Hey

2006-01-18T23:03:32Z

Cassie is all mad at me cause I "copied" her topic for speeches. I didn't. I had my mind set on that 2 weeks before speeches started and she copied me with uhm let's see: dance mat, what I wrote once, what I drew once, what I do and more and more because it's way too long to list. She wrote "I hate Marielle" on her hand and whatever I told on her so uhm yeah. She could get a back stabbed at least once because I didn't wanna confront her when she copied my shit cause she wants to be me is what I think. Oh who gives a shit right now.
Check out mine&giresse's site at: www.blossomz.piczo.com . It's not quite finished but anyways sign the guestbook and check every page.
Peace out, later days and easy travels.

miss.cuddles.magic.bubbles.jammin.soul.in.control.
.m.a.r.i.e.l.l.e.

does this ever cross your mind?

2006-01-09T01:03:54Z

Does this ever cross your mind???
Why is it that when you tell your friends something, they most likely will blab it to the world. When you tell your best friends they never do. (obviously).
But why do your friends blab it around? Why? If their really your friend, or a true friend I shall say, they won't blab your secrets around to the world. Don't you ever think sometimes, "I think I chose the wrong friends...". I know I do. Why do your friends do that to you? Why would they??? "How could they!?" you may think.
But once they spread the talk to some people, things immediately go wrong.
Newsflash, now the whole world knows...and there's nothing you can do about it...
All you could do, is say thank you to your "friends" for being a no gooder.

Well, that crossed my mind today. See you.

Much Good Nights,
Marielle

P.S Im watching Exorcism Of Emily Rose...so shh=)

Whatever

2006-01-04T03:57:24Z

Hi peoples. I really haven't written in such a while. Well, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Find me crazy but I agree with Sam Z. Assume nothing and question everything.

Could you really trust the people around you:

friends, family, crushes, outsiders, strangers, backuppers, anybody

that answer is NO

you cannot

tell nobody who u like...well at least the people who u knoe u can trust the ppl who dont scream it to the world

well brb till tomoro

I HAVE TO SLEEPI

ez travels + later days-

marielle

Went Shopping!!!

2005-12-17T19:18:18Z

Yay I love it yesterday was a P.D day, so no school and today I went shopping. That's like the bomb. LOL

Awwh thank you very much Gay...lol ya that's what your gonna pay me back=O=P

HAHAHA. I am bored...cassie is gonna com over todai .......... word life

peace out im out
later daiz
CHILLOUTs

p.s MERRY CHRISTMAS

Untitled

2005-12-13T02:03:44Z

I just felt like writing this I don't know why, haha, I had a pretty good day today eh? Well yeah, of course there's the Brittany a.k.a Ms. Hyper part..._____Lover oooh. Haha all jokes. Then there's the Fall flat on Face and Get hit On the Head with Bouncy Ball part. Haha all jokes. Then there's the debate, damn Kristen you did all the work and your losing your voice!!!Awwh...and then there's the bad part about a day.

I told Cassie a part of my Final Statement(For S.e.s don't ask)and she wanted to copy it and I said no. And she said take it as a compliment. But I didn't want to because I worked on that stupid thing for half a damn hour. And I told her why she always wants to have what I have or copy what I have. And that's the whole bad part. I hate it when things happen like this, cause it's nothing to fight over. But seriously, I don't like it when people copy or get what I have...specially my Dance Mat...and I know Shaynnah doesn't like that either(don't ask why)
Omfg you don't know how pissed I am because of that bad part of my day. But there's always the BEST part of your day and that's obviously seeing your crush, right Shaynnah?Haha, all jokes. Remember my song Krystyna, just a little crush. Well it might be a little more than just a little crush for me and Shaynnah. LOL and I know you like somebody Krystyna.

Fantastic 4 you might be wondering why I put that on my MSN right? Well...I put that cause I don't know that's what I call our ?????. It's a fun thing because there is only four people and I was watching the movie so I thought that name would be perfect!!!

Hmm...omfg Mr. Deprattor doesn't get it. Okay, I told him I got the best mark in class, a 4 and he goes so does Ula. I'm like but she's an easier test because she's in Mrs. Markun's and he's like so. Like WTF MAN!!! She's doing a freakin' easier test with 5 questions and I'm doing one with a score of 60!!!WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM!!! AHH ARE YOU MENTAL!!!??? Seriously. Lol.

Omfg Jessica I am so damn sad you are gonna move=(You just got here!!!Oh well, it's life=(Oh but what's even sadder is what's happening at the end of the school year. You'll see, at the end of year slideshow I will cry harder than a little baby!!! Same with my BFF Shaynnah. We have our reasons.

Well, see ya all and later days!

P.S. This is so Untitled...sooo untitled....yeah so I name it Untitled lol that was so random.

P.P.S Shane you are going DOWN in the debate!!!

Felt So Bad

2005-12-07T02:55:27Z

Okay, today isn't an ordinary day. Today was the day our Junior Girls Volleyball Team went to Family Meet at Loyola High School. We understand why we lost against the Bravehearts, it was our first game, so we just warmed up. The second game against the Crusaders was so close. We won the first set but we lost the second set and we were mad. We should've played a third set up to 15 but we didn't, and the Crusaders won and advance to the Semi-Finals.

Well, we tried really hard. So that's most of what matters. I'm afraid our next Junior Team will suck. Grade 3's become 4's, 4's become 5's and 5's become 6's. So...I don't know if the grade 3's right now could serve or bump or volley well...obviously the grade 4's can't, no offence because in gym class...the girls and volleyball don't click.

That's all for now. Peace out and Later Days!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday!!!

2005-12-04T22:13:45Z

Happy Birthday Matt!!! Well, Happy 13th as well. Hope your birthday is a big blast of fun. Laugh out loud. Ye, once again Gay, Happy Birthday.

Yay!!! I am so damn happy!!! Well, you know why? Junior Girls Volleyball Team, made it to Family's!!!!A.k.a the Championships. YAY!!!

One thing I'm not happy about is that on Friday; a.k.a Craft Club day, I got burnt by the hot glue gun!!! My blister went away, but now it came back! WTF? I also got a "red" blister, probably filled with BLOOD...no!!!

Piggie...a.k.a Beanie...a.k.a Kristen B. promised not to tell a soul. And for that fact, she didn't!!! C'mon Piggie we gotta think of something!!! We seriously can't ____ without a creative idea. Alright? So just call me up when you got an idea.

Well, Happy almost Christmas peoples!!! P.S.; Krystyna, thanks so much for that chocolate calendar!!!! That's why I bought you (with my own money) the book, "The Fire Within", I hope your so happy about that. So, I find you are so happy. Which was my goal.

Oh my gosh!! I love that song; "When I'm Gone" by Eminem. "When I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn, rejoice, everytime you hear the sound of my voice, just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin' and I didn't feel a thang so baby don't feel no pain, just smile back" . Yeah man, that song will live forever!!!

Same goes with "We Be Burnin'" by Sean Paul. Yes, once again, another colourful entry by 'moi' a.k.a Mare. Yes. I'm creative today and yesterday. I made a Christmas card, 2 by the way, for my baby cousins and today I made a Christmas tree. All out of construction paper, glue, scissors, paint and salt. Don't question me about the salt please.

No!!! I am sick!!! I hate Winter. It makes me really sick. But; it's going away. Yep, going away. So, I'll see you peoples later. Bye!!!